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Name: Xu Xiaolin
Nick: Xiaohei, Ah hei
DOB : May 11th NOT 1/1
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Thursday, March 31, 2005 :]


im SUPER tired now~ tired tired tired...but quite happi too~
hahaz...today went to work earlier coz have to learn how to use the cashier. today mi first time use cashier...STRESS man...i super scared lohz...my heart is either pumping super duper fast or have stop pumping when im doing the cashier. Wah...i realli scared tat i give the wrong change lohz. but lucky jenny was there to guide mi. first day and i have to handle big notes le...got 1 customer gave mi a $100 note juz to buy one bread...i saw the note my eye nearly pop out!! now i see the $$ i sianz liao. hahaz today i think some customer fed up with mi...coz i count the change super slow :P nvm...coz jenny they all ask mi s-l-o-w-l-y do...let customer wait nvm :P hahahz. wah when end of the day muz count the $$ c if tally with the sales today or notz...i super scared lohz...like waiting for the results of exam like tat. then count finish jenny flip over the receipt...then CORRECT!!! hahahz...i nearly shouted 'heng ah' out :P
guess wat~~~
mi...
goin...
to...
sleep
le...
byez


a lyfe* like mine-; 4:29 PM

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Monday, March 28, 2005 :]


yeap today first time work time shift...by 8.30 finish selling everything le.
today not very tiring...hahaz coz the min i reach i went straight to assist cashier :P nv do alot of pipping today coz today got 2 new comerz...let them do lahz :P hehehhez.
but i think tomorrow mi have to help pipping le lahz...or else the ppl there not happi.
today talk to botak...super lame guy...remind mi of xh :P hehez
i think if he nv come work...it will be very sianz~
hahaz


a lyfe* like mine-; 11:43 PM

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Sunday, March 27, 2005 :]


yeah juz got home...tired
today met fiz at 1 pm go orchard...walk here walk there...saw lots of thingz i wanna buy.
List
bag at mambo...
shirt at dunno wat brand is it
shirt at far east
and dotz dotz dotz
then met ah hua at 5 pm at far east go buy her headband. saw this pantz...dunno should buy or notz...die die...muz control!!! cannot spent so much $$.
today dance class onli 1/2 an hour...short but tiring...continue with house...but not shiok enough...
we head to suntec for g-lockers performance. yeah and an an took lots of her self pic againz~~~zi lian...hahaz~ qing can realli gib an an the camera liaoz...
we went cafe catel to eat. one whole group of ppl...
as im blogging nowz...the otherz are enjoying themselvez....hahaz they are clubbing. huaz muz be super excited ba...can imagine~~~ hehehehez :P
think they will chiong til the club close ba...hahaz~
tomorrow no planz...i think...so i wanna sleep for the whole day~~~ recharge my energy level...


a lyfe* like mine-; 12:43 AM

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Thursday, March 24, 2005 :]


im tired but ok lahz~
today work finish at 2 pm...next mon and tues i working 4-10~
intersting~ coz nv try late work before.
yesterday after work wanted to meet up with bei they all...reach bishan when going down escalator saw geok and fiz goin up~ hahaz funni...like some kind of movie or somthing :P hehez...so excited to c them! went up again to talk to them...wah they so hardworking lohz...go gym! hehez mi already slacking le. In the end i followed geok and fiz coz i was too tired to go eat with bei they all. end up going to geok house instead of going home. we 3 slack away at her house...i nearly slept.
went to mf around 6 like tat...hmmz some misunderstandingz problem. yeah~ its not ani1 fault...if want to blame ppl can go blame the ...hmmz...sms department~~~ hahaz!!! got tat from xiaohua blog~~
well...nowadays every1 mood abit low...muz be the stupid weather...made every1 so aggitated. shoo shoo bad weather go away~~ get lost!!!
yeah~ hopez tat every1 problemz can be solved~ COMFIRM CAN DE!!
qy send mi this sms
watever happens to your day
just relax and manage to smile
you know
life is not a problem to be solved
but a gift to be enjoyed...

find it quite meaninful...
talking abt qy~ i VERY long nv go out with this monkey le...oi~~~ lets go out someday lehz...gonna go bomb your taggy board le

agreed with every1...after reading xh blog comfirm will be in happy mood~ can laugh every few sentences de!! no need see her video clips liaoz...see wat she write also can laugh!! interesting~~~ hehehez :P


a lyfe* like mine-; 5:02 PM

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Tuesday, March 22, 2005 :]


today first day of work~
working at rotiboy chinasquare~ super tiring but its ok lahz...for the sake of tw i must ren!!! aniway bei also working there so at least got some1 to pei mi...but tomorro mi working 8 am she working 4pm. 8AM!!! i pray hard tat i wun overslept!!!
today met up with hua and an an after work. hahaz...today anan hair colour ish nicer...yesterday i saw her ish...wa...realli WA! hua hua hua~~~ nothingz lahz...mi juz bored~ hehez :P
im super tired...my hands hurt~ i going to sleep le...tomorrow have to wake up at 6!!! argh~~


a lyfe* like mine-; 9:04 PM

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Sunday, March 20, 2005 :]


i juz got home~ came back home with xh and an an..xh pei mi walk to my house...nearby lahz...talk abt some stuff~
I dunno how to discribe my feelingz now...sad...sad and sad and angry at myself for not being tall. my emotions are all mixed up. I want to cry.
will we be like wat xh said...dancerz who will be forever stuck in the studio? i realli pray tat we will not. I want to dance~ i want to perform~ i realli do!!!!
I will do anithing for the sake of dancing...
Next time if u c mi hunchback~ hit my back...
stuff mi with lots of food~
and i will make my actionz bigger!
I want to repackage myself...but wat can i do? hahaz change hairstyle againz and i want to dye hair!!!
AHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


a lyfe* like mine-; 12:54 AM

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Saturday, March 19, 2005 :]


its 4 am nowz~~
hahaz juz remembered tat i haven update my blog.
today...ey should be yesterday night went out with hua an an gin qing and JAC!!! hahaz...long time nv c her liaoz leh!!
yeah we went to bugis~ i think 90% of the time we were talking abt the taiwan trip~ so good lohz...they 17 more days can fly to taiwan liaoz...i still have to wait for 1 month PLUS~~
din buy anithing today...hahaz sad horz. but nvm shall save the $$. next time then go buy...
oh yeah...today nv do 2 thingz...nv eat suan pan zi!!! and nv play acarde!
nvm...got chance de!
tomorrow eating dim sum!!! yeah!!!


a lyfe* like mine-; 4:07 AM

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Thursday, March 17, 2005 :]


its 3.40 am and im still awake and HUNGRY!!!
chatting with xh nowz...she talking abt food~ hahahz we both hungry
food
food
food


a lyfe* like mine-; 4:10 AM

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wahahahz...today fun day~when out with bei to search for jobz. went to the soup spoon...rotiboy then bei went to the coffe club. Went to army market after tat...the jeans i want dun have my size!!! so sad lohz~ :(
Met up with xh at orchard coz she wanna shop for cloths. went to ebase...the cloths there quite nice...but then all very big~ off to heeren after tat...tempted to buy a shirt i want...but its $30~ wait for my sis to give mi $$ first...hahahaz.
Today lesson fun fun fun~ we finish dancing cry mi a river. after class finish gin taught us the uh uh song...wah dance til super shiok!!! hahaz...rock your body body~~~ move your body body~~ shake it fast shake it slow~~
gonna dance the night away!


a lyfe* like mine-; 12:42 AM

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Wednesday, March 16, 2005 :]


im bored~
hahaz today spent the whole day outside...hmm...not realli whole day lahz. was supposed to meet joey...xb and xh at 1.45...in the end i woke up onli at 1.40!!!! :P oppz...when i met them it was 2.30! hehez. we went to eat at gelara today! nice nice nice...but then very filling. After tat wanted to watch movie but no movie to watch. so we end up going for walk walk...walk from ps to heeren then to fareast. Joey went off around 5.30. Then mi and xh and xb went to army market then off to bugis. Wanted to buy this jeanz...but its $55. Today whole day window shoppingz...nv buy anything at all :(


a lyfe* like mine-; 12:09 AM

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Tuesday, March 15, 2005 :]


today went out with my le farm family~ eat eat talk talk and walk walk. hahaz tats wat we did. ade hq hl going np. bei going sp. mi and fiz going nyp. aiya...all split up :(
Have nothing to do now...so end up drawing xd crew logo...copy out from graffiti website :P hahahaz
yeah tomorrow eat ice cream againz! hehez...like tat how can i ever get well :P


a lyfe* like mine-; 12:16 AM

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Monday, March 14, 2005 :]


today busy day...met up with the gang at around 4+ then we went to ps to eat...watch the breaking competition. coolz~ some of the groups onli. Yeah...then mi xb joey sk went to walk around ps coz we cant stand it animore...knees and butt super pain...squat for too long and sit too long. Hahaz. Muz excercise a bit. But ps super boringz...end up going back to the competition againz. Xb went home first coz she wanna study. Actually we were standing around outside...then we decided to squeze back into the crowd to watch the com...we watch the semi finals and finalz. the japan guy is cool! an an and trig and xh were crazy over some of them...hahaz...but they are REALLY very good. power~
went to usual place to eat...hahaz...eat a meal also very tiring de lehz...coz got xh there~ hehez...die le...if she see this she will kill mi! hehehez...


a lyfe* like mine-; 1:08 AM

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Sunday, March 13, 2005 :]


today was quite a ok day lahz~
went to west mall to surport gin students for their danceworkz...they were the last group to performz lohz~ wait til super long. they got 3rd! yeap~ uh~ uh~ rock your body~~~ move your body~ shake it fast shake it slow~~~
went for dance prac after tat. Yeah today steps alot of holding~
then gin taught us the uh uh stepz...coolz!
met up with joey they all at ps...and...we played ddr...againz~ hahaz!
yeap...tats all for today...coz...i wanna go sleep le!!!


a lyfe* like mine-; 12:44 AM

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Friday, March 11, 2005 :]


why oh why~~~ arghzz...i juz cant help feeling~~~


a lyfe* like mine-; 11:25 PM

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im bored~ realli bored~ super duper bored~
spent the whole day infront of the com. time seems to pass so slowly today
dunno why i wake up so earli...9+!!! maybe ish coz i sick. cant sleep well.
hehez tomorrow going to sell some of my comics away againz...yeah~~ hehez...hope got more ppl buy...hehez...can help to clear up my room too...lesser comics.
Yeah...haiz...i still feeling sad~


a lyfe* like mine-; 12:04 AM

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Thursday, March 10, 2005 :]


IM SICK~~
today went to watch white noise with bei~ Hahaz...surprise surprise...mi go watch ghost movie? hahaz...yeah i did! Hehehz...and i regret it the moment i step into the cinema...iTS SUPER EMPTY. I think theres less then 10 ppl watchting it. Somemore we sat behind. Then i keep having a feeling theres something behind mi :P I spent most of the movie covering my eyes~~ hahaz :P
met xb and xh after tat...went to buy our addidas shirtz~ got my shirt...wahhaaz~ mi super happi and i love it...y? coz its ORANGE!!! hehehez...orange orange orange.
went to dance after tat...was sick...cant realli concentrate in class...but after a good sweat i actually felt a bit better...no more fever. Juz tat i cant breath properly and now i my ears are blocked. aniway...i like the dance today...its nice...but difficult to catch the feel...jia you~~ hahaz
I dun deny i feel sad...realli sad...knoe i shouldnt feel tat way...but i cant stop myself. Aniway i shall wait patiently...and while i wait...i will work harder~ yeah one thing for sure...nv give up~~


a lyfe* like mine-; 12:32 AM

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Tuesday, March 08, 2005 :]


yoz~ change my blogskin...again~ hehez...
Im bored...super duper bored...


a lyfe* like mine-; 2:25 PM

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Monday, March 07, 2005 :]


today ish another tiring day againz~
went for the free dance class...i think it was only okiez. Their style is totally different from ourz. Dun have any space to dance at all...keep hitting/stepping on other ppl. but who carez...its free :P
Went to ps to play ddr againz. Sk super power lohz...play the ssr...tough mode. even the music one he also super good. i think he sec sch days muz be everyday hang out at arcarde de. Today first time met him...quite an easy going guy. We spent alot of $$ at arcarde today...hahaz
Went to watch movie...hitch. Super funni! Hahaz...xiaohua laughter as usual. Yeah good movie to watch.


a lyfe* like mine-; 12:58 AM

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Sunday, March 06, 2005 :]


yeappy...i send in the jae thing le...choose DMD.
Today dance lesson super fun. warm up learn harlem shake...shake shake shake ur body...hahaz :P today warm up quite different from normal days...but still fun~~~
today was karen gin xuihui and wendy to continue with the cheoreo thingy. gin one super nice...lub it. xh one very funni. she say very slow de...then when she start dancing was super fast lohz...scared all of us...coz we expect she will do slowly...dam funni. Then ah de very bian tai~~~~~~
dunno why but today i dance till super shiok...super high~~
After tat when ps eat...then went to play ddr. hahaz...sweat alot. we still end up dancing ddr with style...still got pose de...ppl in arcade keep staring at us. Hahaz...played the music thingy with gin...hahaz...first time playing. Then got one song super fast. then mi and gin anihow go bang all the buttons...lucky machine nv spoil. hahaz...we bang very loud lohz...ppl outside walk past also can hear... hahaz :P
we going to make the ddr dancing once a week thingy...hahaz...FUN~~
oh yeah...i upload the photos of the movie outingz...go check it out~


a lyfe* like mine-; 12:09 AM

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Friday, March 04, 2005 :]


its 3 am now...im bored...and i still cant decide
I cant belive that the webby ish still jam at this hour...or isit their server is down?


a lyfe* like mine-; 3:03 AM

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Thursday, March 03, 2005 :]


alright...now i have a change of mind...should i take music and audio tech at SP...


a lyfe* like mine-; 9:43 PM

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trying to get into jae webby now....traffic jam now...been trying for hour le. i onli can comfrim 3 courses now. Digital media design....digital entertainment tech...multimedia. Ani1 going to NYP??? every1 now like going to sp or np :(
aniway...i update photos of the sentosa outing le...go check it out ba. i still waiting for my friend to send mi the photos of the movie outing.


a lyfe* like mine-; 8:35 PM

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Wednesday, March 02, 2005 :]


Taiwan~~~ here we come!!!
Yeah...comfirm date will be 11 may- 23 may :P
hahaz...i super excited lohz!!!
one thing sad ish xg not at tw at tat time...all ah du fault!!!!
hope he go back to tw at 21 at least can see him for a few days. i wanna see ***~~~
sad lohz...we cant go as 1 whole group...we split into 2 groups.
grp1 going in april...xg tat time at tw!!! then their accomodation no need to worry lohz...super jealous of them lehz. I will miss them lohz...12 days cannt see them... :( i cant go during tat period coz i think april got enrolment thingy ba...
i going with grp 2...mi...xiaobai...xuejin...chao...jessie. these are the comfirm onez. very small group lohz...somemore we all students onli...onli jessie not...hahaz...1 group of us in a foreign land. At least grp 1 got xg to bring them along some more most of them adults. Hahaz...i youngest in tat group...they muz take care of mi :P hahaz...our tong ban split with us le...sad lohz...i will miss her alotz!!! will miss her laughter...man...life will be different without her!
everything like still haven comfirm...for our group... acommodation also dunno where...xg not there no one to bring us around...then not comfirm if we can go ya ti si learn dance...
but nvm...i still looking forward to this trip! first time out with friends to overseas leh~~~ yeah...tw tw tw
next desination will be japan~~~
dance rox to the max~


a lyfe* like mine-; 12:22 AM

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mon...
got back results...was realli unexpected...was super happy...dunno how to discribe my feelingz.
first time i look was my 3 maths...poa3 emaths 2...straight away broke down. i pin high hopes on my 3 maths...was realli sad. it was like tat was not my result slip...my good subs all din do as well as i hope...my worst subs in the end help mi alotz...
dis realli ends our secondary sch journey...it may be the last time i see some of my friendz..but i hope tat we can meet up someday...lets hope our friendship dun end there...
congrats to all who have done well in their Os...should be busy celebrating ritz? to those who have done as well as they hope...this ish not the end of everything...think u guys maybe are tired of hearing it. But realli...this results does not prove everything...to mi...Os depends on luck too. Thers other more important things in our life.
Tues...
was thinking of wat courses to take...i should be deciding on NYP ba...wanted to try for the new course at SP but then sp no dance :P sorri lah xj :P
im thinking of choosing digital media design...i like arts...i like to draw...but im not good in it. but they say these kind of things can pick up. But i heard tat it is a very stress course and takes up lots of time. will i have time for my dance? chao told mi its a good course...then ken told mi half of the students drop out of tat course after 1 year...then i was...erm diao~~~ makes mi confused. hahaz...but i SHOULD be trying out for tat course ba...if not it will be digital entertainment or multimedia ba...wah headache now


a lyfe* like mine-; 12:01 AM

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